Here's to hoping I get it right this time. And frankly, even if I won't, it will be worth it.
I am so fed up with the hesitation.
The scary "What if it won't work?" thought and being stuck on the same ground.
Starting over again always fills me with mild exhaustion at the possibility of going through the same moving on process I proudly claim I have graduated with colors from. Just because most of what I've started in this "department" had the same ending.
Well . . ENDED - is more appropriate of a term to use in this case.
I have too often allowed myself to think I will never change, or that I have been a victim of circumstance a little too often that I have made sure years have passed before I will test the waters again.
And now, almost 4 years later, I believe I am more resilient, forgiving and definitely more generous to share what I have with somebody I could just as well lose as the others.
I just want to rest easy on the fact that I will do things I have not done before, and won't give myself any reason to doubt my capabilities no matter where this leads me.
LET'S DO THIS!!
